I wanted so much to be loved. “20210531 11:57pm 今天看Louis Malle的The Fire Within亚洲又黄又大又爽老大爷简直是我最黑暗日子的一张写真走在my beloved ones 身旁却感到自己不拥有她们像隔了一个宇宙那么遥远和苍老太多瞬间我都能relate即便我已经熬过那最灰心的日子我也仍不能闭上眼睛对那些人讲世界是美好的请你留下来吧我不能够我是一个幸存者再没有别的了”
One day you are there,and then all of a sudden,there's less of you.And you wonder where that part went,if it's living somewhere outside of you.And you keep thinking,maybe you'll get it back.And then you realize,it's just gone.